Argentine psychologist abandons the occult after a vision of the Virgin of Luján
After being trapped by New Age and Reiki
After years of practicing Buddhism, astrology, and Reiki, a mystical experience with the Virgin of Luján stirred Pablo Caruso. Although he didn't understand its meaning at first, God gradually guided him. His story is a testament to liberation.
Pablo Caruso, a 38-year-old Argentinian clinical psychologist, was baptized and received First Communion in his childhood, at the request of his family. Although he enjoyed attending catechism classes, he admits that the best part was the soccer games that followed. But his faith didn't have deep roots in him or in his home.
When his father was diagnosed with a brain tumor, his inner world collapsed. The anguish led him to suffer intense panic attacks that lasted for years. During one of his visits to the emergency room, he met a New Age psychologist, whose influence would prove decisive.
"In his office, he had a very large Buddha, and he spoke in a captivating language. So I started talking to him, and one thing led to another... He invited me, I joined those groups, and I began to educate myself extensively on Buddhism, esotericism, and shamanism... God didn't exist for me at that time... But whenever I passed by a church, I would cross myself; that had stuck with me, I don't know if it was a habit, or if God was interfering there."
During that time, he fully immersed herself in the esoteric world. He practiced Reiki, bioenergetics, and began studying astrology, all while completing her university degree. Although her consultations were thriving, the anxiety and panic attacks didn't go away.
An unusual experience marked a turning point. While a Reiki master was laying her hands on his seventh chakra, he had a vision.
"So, when they're laying hands on me, I have a vision of the Virgin of Luján... The image of the Virgin appears to me, and all those rays begin to... manifest... I hear a noise on the floor... it was the stone that had been cut in half... I shared this with the group, and they said, "Oh, how wonderful, yes, the Virgin is protecting you..." Lie, lie! Obviously, the Virgin was protecting me from all of that and was telling me, "Hey, kid, get out of here because this isn't from God, this is from the other side."
Despite the warning, Pablo continued with these practices for a while longer. His office was successful, decorated with esoteric symbols and alternative therapies. But his conversion began to take shape when he met the woman who is now his wife, a practicing Catholic who invited him to Mass.
"I experienced psychological and spiritual movements, manifested in tears at the beginning of the homily; or a very strong sensitivity in the moment before the consecration... The culmination was when I attended an Easter retreat and there God made it his mission to pierce me completely... it was a unique experience."
Moved, he tried to combine his new life of faith with his esoteric past. He soon realized it was a mistake.
"I tried to make the two worlds coexist, that of God and that of the devil, but it was impossible for that to happen."
This inner conflict brought with it specific spiritual suffering. Pablo began to experience nocturnal vexations.
"I repeatedly had nocturnal actions on my body, especially hangings or very gloomy dreams."
On the advice of his wife, he attended healing masses, but it wasn't enough. A priest referred him to an exorcist, who accompanied him for a year and a half in a process of liberation. He asked him to cut all ties with the occult.
"It was quite difficult to do, since for me it was part of my identity as a person and as a professional... During all that time, the evil one made sure to leave me almost without work... As we know, the prince of this world attacks from those sides."
When he completely surrendered his life to God, he found peace and freedom. Today, Pablo not only lives his faith, but also feels called to help others emerge from deception.
"It is vitally important in this time, where apostasy, the New Age, and anti-Christianity are on the rise, that there are people fighting these fronts from different places."
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